Chilli and his stare



not mine, taken from kenzo’s website xx

this looks so cool on my blog


seriously need to chill the fuck out

people are so shit and unpredictable

feel like i want to redo tonight and change so many things but idk what i could even change because none of it was my fault. jake was weird as fuck and i feel like i’ve blown any chance i ever had but then why do i care because before tonight i’d never even considered the possibility i’d have a chance or that i want one and after tonight i think he’s a complete mess that i should avoid at all costs. idk this is stupid i just wasn’t expecting any of it and now i feel awkward which isn’t something i’m used to